I remember telling my dad that I had lost all confidence with writing, which was especially frustrating because I couldn't bring myself to compose a harmless blog. Finally finding some courage today to look at the back end of my website, I'm shocked. This loss of confidence has lasted for near on 2 years. When my son was born I clung onto the idea that I must be able to function as before. My tiredness finally won, and I let go. I let go of all the 'musts' and 'have tos' and